I’ve been thinking too much

And then I get an interesting response from somewhere deep in my past, or perhaps my soul.

I think:

We need to collaborate to counter the Authoritarian elements that are threatening democracy. They thrive on duality for status and power. The “powerful” allow the “lower” class to survive.

Then something deeper takes hold:

“They” pit one group against another selling the idea that there’s not enough to go around when, in Truth, there would be plenty if they were not hoarding it.

That is one way, the Limited way, to look at it. But that is not the only way. The system of our beliefs, from which Being springs and manifests, is beautiful and boundless and is the One and only thing that manifests change.

“We are our thoughts. With our thoughts we form our world”

— Ghandi

It is possible to be effective in both worlds, however the order of perception determines the outcome which will be manifest.

If one is drawing from the Limited, Lucid dreamers seem idealistic and ineffective. It appears to the Limited that, without tangible goals, the battle will be lost. While doing this however, they are setting their thoughts and energies on manifesting “battles”, “ and possibly “losing” against people who are not of like mind, including the Lucid dreamers, and the duality continues.

When you are Lucid or Mindful, you can see that the limited notion of battling for rights is set in the Truth that all things are possible, and you can consciously move toward the light.

The Lucid way shines the light on the principal story that we are separate, solo, and even powerless under the control of Limiting powers.  It understands that notions like loss, lack, and limitation are manifestations of unlimited thought, and that all possibilities always underlay what manifests.  

The Lucid Mindset does not perpetuate disappointment with the expectation that the manifest dictates the ability to enjoy life. What is manifest by limited thought is lost on the Lucid who know this illusion of limitation, good or bad shall pass, and are mindful of perceiving that reality.

If you want freedom, it does not help to imagine you are stuck.  Whatever you do, however you feel, Be Lucid and, with a foot in both worlds, lean into the Truth that makes all things possible. See That, Be That, and That will come as the power and flow of Being through you and the All as you see and be the change. 

Tat Vam Asi

Try this: Perceive seeing news reports or a social media post as a blue bunny 

Learning "By-Your-Leave"

There are two times when I experienced a life changing event that took place without my permission. Both were huge losses.  One was a relationship eight years ago, the second was my mom's passing just before the summer solstice this year.  

In both cases the change loomed on the horizon for about nine months before it became my reality.  In both situations I felt utterly powerless to change the trajectory of the circumstances that would lead to what would ultimately change my life.  The fact that I see only two incidents like this is a bit simplistic, but they are the ones that can affect my decisions most often depending on how I see them.

On my worst days, when I even think of getting closely involved with someone again, I think again. And when I need a bit of feedback about anything, I may miss my mom.  These two circumstances serve as reminders that I may not get everything I need.  That sounds sad.  What's sad though is not that I have lost a source for feeling loved, but that I am forgetting the kind of love that is dependent upon or received from another person is NOT real, it is imagined, an actual limitation of what can NOT possibly be lost. 

I does NOT exist, 

There is No "Other" Thing

Love is NOT -- a tangible asset 

Love  is NOT -- a way of being

What does this mean? When I allow what is apparent to lure my attention into the experience of loss, lack, and limitation, I may lose track of the fact that everything I experience is through and for the benefit of the whole. While the whole -- No Other Thing --  may sustain a lesser vision, is not in itself limited to it. Being in and as That, neither must the I be limited.  What the I imagines is accessible all ways. When the I gives permission to (imagines) the NO-Thing-ness of All That Is, this I sees the rainbow.

 

Searching back through the posts, I can see that NOT was first explored as Naught more than a decade ago.  It still rings true.

 

Expectations and the Three Sets of Five

I woke up unhappy this morning.  It has been more than three months since the Pandemic closed the store and I have been working from home.  I haven’t seen my friends at work since then, except for WebEx meetings, occasional FaceTime, texts, and Facebook posts.  That is a big change, especially since I have no one living with me but my dog.  He’s a great companion animal, but he lacks certain conversational skills.  

Every week I have routed my calls through a network of close friends as I spend all my time enclosed in a small apartment with a big computer the company sent, taking calls from and working with strangers.  

I’m not complaining.  I am deeply grateful for the ability to not only stay employed, but grow in a new position I was always interested in trying.  As it turns out, it is also a beneficial situation as my dog, Max is his name, developed cancer last month. Thanks fully, I have the means to get him treatment. Still, it would have been difficult to go to work and leave him alone.  So he rests by my side all day, while I am “at work”. Nevertheless like I said, I woke up unhappy this morning, with a dozen stories popping up as to “why”, the dreaded story maker.  

Happily, years after writing my last blog here, it still works for me and there was a small insight that I thought I would share.  Looking back over the blog, I could see that the best piece of it was actually broken up into no less than four posts making a play on the theory of relativity. Search for Nevermind, if you want to review.  Discovery can be complicated.  Most of LucidChange.com is about discovery, trying, and testing theories.  Now that the trying and testing are more than a decade in practice, this one theory has simplified and, I find, it to be the best go-to.  So I am giving it its own space in one updated post.  

Given the itemized bill presented in the first three paragraphs, it would be easy to see why someone might wake up unhappy, but that would not be the Truth.  The truth was that I had certain expectations of how things should be, and the difference was disappointment.   I sat down and wrote out the three sets of five, and marked the words that were active in creating my unhappy disappointment.

 I    You    We    They    This

 Always    Never    Should    Could    Can’t

 Have   Think    Feel     Say    Do

The expectation was clear: I should always have___fill in the blank___: the right answer, timely support, easy access to friends and loved ones, that job application I missed, a healthy dog, and more.  By writing it down I could see the makings of countless other expectations: You should, and They can’t, the infamous We never, and the faith in something other than the Self — This could: make me feel better.  All of these are so active in creating the differences currently present in our world.

I thought about how one or more words from each line sets expectations that inevitably lead to disappointment as they are all impermanent and always changing, even what is always and never.  

In the first line there is something very important to see, and that is the I is included.  It is not the one using the words, it is included among the tools of creation, non-different from any of the others.  

Let me write that again:  It is NOT, the One, using the words.  The I, is a descriptor that covers NOT, like a glove.  Without NOT, the I lays empty on the table.  Throughout the original writing of this blog, I struggled with how to express the omnipresence of non-existence.  I interpreted the sound of “not” as Naught, the Unconditional life fulfilling all that is, indifferent and non-different to itself.  It was a clumsy, complicated attempt. 

Over time NOT has become an acronym for No Other Thing to represent the illusion of duality, and Oneness not as a unification of many, but the absence of the condition of many as in  we and they. 

In Truth, there is only No Other Thing in the appearance of all things. In Truth, there is just no such thing, or No Other Thing, as I. Given that, all that the I is purported to name, equally does NOT exist. That is Oneness.

The three sets of five are the means by which NOT is made to appear limited, the potential source of disappointment, unless we are lucid to it’s action.  Then we may, from the Truth of our essence as NOT, observe these as creative tools and, since the human experience is based on these conditions, use it wisely.  

The conscious configuration of “I, you, we, they, this” to “always, never, should, could, can’t — “have, think, feel, say, do” puts us in the place of the creator — NOT, choosing to fill in the blank with absolute happiness, love, peace, and joy for no reason other than it is possible.

From that perspective, I am happy enough.

Choose Freedom

The many worlds interpretation of quantum mechanics posits that there are limitless possibilities surrounding every potential situation and all remain probable even after one is selected.  In other words, until you decide your limits, they don't exist, and even after you do, there are alternative realities.

The issue is that many limits were decided for us, before we could be lucid to this possibility and even though they remain probable, we would have to wake up to their presence and select something other than our previously perceived limits in order to have a chance at seeing it through.

Because all possibilities, graciously give way to the chosen probability, it's pretty hard to see they could possibly exist, but they do.  Like the constellation Pleiades, alternative realities tend to disappear when we look for them directly, so the secret is to see them indirectly.  This means we do not try to force the issue.  Instead we don't force any issue and let all the realities gestate and develop equally without fear-driven choices. The healthiest choices will survive, often in unexpected combinations and effortlessly so, except for trying not to make up our minds.

So how to not makeup your mind?  Notice when you are trying to do it and simply say, "Nevermind".
Be lucid.

Think Naught

Is you thinking again?  Does you ever stop?  In all yous time of thinking, what has it ever really done?  You can't stop thinking.  You can try.  You can make the path to attain peace of mind to become thoughtless, but there is no hope in that. That thought itself destroys any hope of peace of mind. 

The thing is, what do you think?  Do you identify with your thoughts?  There is only one thing to know: "you" is thoughts, and "I" am Naught.  How long can you see that "I" are Naught you thoughts?  

Listen to you thoughts, but do not take them personally. You is always telling youself what to think, feel, say and do about what has happened in the past, what may come in the future. 

The present is when the true Self or Detached Observer lucidly sees the you in action. If not this then you sees the Self as attainable, upon which the Self cannot be attained because it is not remote or missing. 

Get ready for my favorite double entendre use of what's behind the sound "not" which both negates something and represents nothing or the unconditional.  (Through) you thoughts does not (Naught/) exist.  What is true and real, that is it is unchanging, is the one undivided unconditional absolute nature of emptiness.

Naught is the omnipotent ability, preceding and unaffected by the conditions of the seer (you), seeing (thinking) or seen (manifested) of which the Observant Self is lucid/mindful. Naught is the ground on which the rope and the snake you perceives. Naught is the space which fills and surrounds the vessel that you thinks it is. 

Do Naught be distracted by thoughts of you as the vessel glazed over and lacquered with plans for what will make it full and so it will seem necessary as you divides and sculpts the unconditional nature of Naught into limited form. 

There is only one thing to know: "you" is thoughts, and "I" am Naught.  One without a second. 

Practice this: Focus on the mundane and See the duality in all you does. Feel how the weight of the body shifts from one leg to another. Notice how the eyes look here or there. Listen as words are expressed on breath moving from in to out. Watch the hand moving things from one place to another. It is the identification with this duality and more complex movements of thought and choice that creates the appearance of big ticket items including  loss, lack and limitation.  

The goal of this exercise is not so much to stop thought or think these things aren't happening but to be consciously aware of such actions which unnoticed, you becomes ceaseless thoughts of ways to fix, attain, and overcome.  Re-cognized it is all Naught. 

Be lucid. ;)

Nothing is permanent except change

This quote from the Greek philosopher Heraclitus gets at one of the most fundamental reasons for being lucid.  To be anything else would be impermanent. 

There is a mistaken belief within the framework of reality that life is scalable with two definitions.  It can be larger or smaller depending upon ones age and experience and that with experience one is able to scale or climb life to the top - whatever that is for them. From this viewpoint it is essential that we micromanage every waking moment, tending to the issues that affect us and make sure our ducks are in a row.

With the acknowledgement that all this will change we can see that the best way to manage this is to be lucid in the moment where all potential is waiting for our direction.  In the present moment we can simply be lucid and no matter what else seems to be going on, or how much we are distracted, when we bring our mind back to being lucid, that point of existence is always present, always real and always clear. 

Be lucid.

Better Isn't Always Best

Probably the most challenging and satisfying accomplishment anyone can do is achieving something without negative motivation. This is the difference between well-being and getting better. In the context of this post "Well-being" is about living a healthy life. "Getting better" is about recovering from some malady.

While recovering from illness seems much better than being sick, what's best is having no ills from which we need to recover.  How is that possible?  In truth, it's more likely than the possibility of recovery.

For many, well-being includes things like proper nutrition, healthy exercise, being of good temper, spending time with friends and family and more.  Nevertheless, many look at all the ways they could enjoy well-being as things that would "get better" if only...they had the time, weren't so tired, strapped for money, busy at work, and so on.   So it seems that well-being can be rather difficult to achieve.

Our automatic system runs on lessons learned before we were old enough to concatenate them.  Because many lessons are learned via negative consequence, experiencing "growth" seems to require fixing things in order to improve. Such growth is in a system of development that does not necessarily support well-being.  All difficulties and disappointment are are related to "not being good enough" and that must be the case in order to get better.

Becoming aware or conscious often describes the point at which one begins to wake-up from the sleepy dream of automatic living.  However, waking up is too often a temporary event that gets sucked up by the "getting better" model which means things still don't seem to improve. As long as we try to fix things nothing will ever get better. ;) 

Things are different, not fixed, but altogether truly different when we stop trying to get better and start each day with the intent to be well. That is simply doing what is healthy rather than bouncing it off a mountain of things that go against it.  Along with eating right, exercising, happily spend time with family and friends, or whatever you do, be lucid as you do it.  Being lucid is well-being and requires no need to get better.

Try this:  Review the posts tagged "Noticing the Mundane" (start at the bottom of the page and scroll up).  Practice a few of the recommended techniques throughout the day.  Therein lies the difference between getting stuck with a few big ticket items that need to get better and being truly well.

Be lucid!